Long time no catch up right.
I'm never on here. I wish I was this was my favorite place to come. You guys are amazing for still continuing to support me and come here and I've just been a very bad girl and I've never been here for you. I guess I could blame the turbulence of the last couple of years. But I know that's not the case, I was lazy. But I don't want to be that girl anymore and I want to give this more time and love.But for everyone who has asked I'm giving out my old tumblr account to be used as a revamped professional/motivational/update blog. So you can follow what I'm up to on a more regular basis, rather than just very rarely seeing me on here. I can show you what I'm doing with my time and your continued support will help keep me motivated and pushing in the right direction!
I AM BUNNY'S TUMBLR BLOG!!
So I was going through some pretty intense personal stuff recently money, family etc... that and being sick with a chesty cough and the flu have meant that I was pretty bummed for a while. It was a low that I havn't seen in a long time.
But happily I seemed to have gotten over the stress of life and now I'm just trying to get on with being awesome and outlining goals so I can accomplish as much as I can next year.I'm not going to pin point them here because I'm ready to just start doing and any goals I am writing down will be kept private.
I know, I've said in the past that I want to accomplish, such and such. But I've never had the guts or drive to really aim for it.I've always been held back by my feelings of not being good enough for the things that I wanted to do.
But I'm so proud of the direction my life is heading in now and how I feel about myself and things in general has really improved. I'm happy that I have the power to stand up to negative people hopefully driving them from my life forever and outlining fully what goals I want to aim for next year (once we get moving out the way.) All these developments have really left me positive and motivated.
I'm also trying to improve myself academically and hope to do more with my brain then leave it to idle and become useless. I never tried very hard at school, I guess I didn't care enough then, bullies and pressure from my parents to get the best grades left me listless and hating school.
But recently I've re-discovered the joy of learning by retaking my maths. Not only am I finding that I'm really enjoying and grasping maths this time round. But that I'm being called "clever" and "intelligent" by my teacher and class mates, which is highly embarrassing but also just gives me a little bubble of satisfaction that I'm doing so well.
(I have my first test Feb next year because I'm doing so well... so chuffed with myself.)Especially considering my maths teachers in school deemed me "unteachable" and sent me off the learning difficulties section, which really knocked my confidence even further into the ground. The truth was I was just to shy to ask questions at that age, so if I didn't understand something I just suffered in silence.
*sigh*School was a tough time in my life.
But I'm so excited to show you all my plans for next year in motion, rather then just writing them down. I hope I can accomplish as much as I want. No that's negative I will accomplish as much as I want and more, because I rock!!
(fingers and toes crossed, Everyone!!)Hehe.Eeeeee! Exciting. Doe's anyone else have any new years resolutions for 2013? Or anything that they would like to accomplish?Now's the time to do it, Guys!! Good luck. I'll be updating again soon with some sexy Christmas outfits. So stay tuned <b>